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Thursday, April 29, 2010
The pain and fear, Back again. Gosh MYE is just about a week time!!!!! How siahs? Im not fully prepared. I dont think i can make it. I dont even think i can do the paper without trembling. Teachers are rushing through the chapter and like craps! How can i take it all at one time!? Ohmigod... my dark eye ring are really really dark... -.- Craps larhs. Chatted with heart-oh/Hubby/Ting/kishhhhhh (Cos she too noisy so need to use 'shhhh') over the phone. She keep on stressing me by saying her exam larhs! Must win this fight in order to get to the end of this crappy things. Regret... But no point already. All i can do is fight this stupid 'war' and endure it for the rest of secondary school. Tomorrow cross-country/ home-based learning. No schooling. (: Can continue writing the notes already. No time for slack. Time for more works. Well shall end here since nothing much to write. History replay.... It's the pain and fear... Once it happen again, the more pain and fear it will have. If can, i really hope i can just back off and walk away. The problem now is, i cant... It just happen again... everytime. I though it already resolved but yet... it's a beginning for more pain and fear. How i wish there's a point of time where i can just drop out of this game. danwoderenshengjiuxiangyongyuanmeiyoujiejudeyouxi.... yidanchashoujiubunengtuichu... zheshijiejiuxianggenbenjiubuxuyaowo.... woshiduoyude, gaishoukude, peipaoqide.... Saturday, April 17, 2010
Pick on me again, im not gonna be this easy  Nicer way to express my anger. I try not to write much vulgar(s) here. Here it goes for this week only. Cos last week totally forgotten. Anger.... -.-Monday Morning YS got pissed off due to not enough sleep. Make me so freaking pissed but alright after awhile. (: Went to school. Glad that it's normal.... Went home awhile then went back school late for cca so decided to go later then. Got amaths remedial. Relief (?) teacher told us to do the question then scribble and listen to music. Kinda tired... Exceed the time to end then end about 5.15pm for remedial? Then went to toilet all that then see choir ended then didnt go lorhs. Lucky didnt go. -.- Home sweet home. Tuesday Morning as usual YS got pissed. -.- Went school as per normal. Went home do homeworks and blahs. Went to tuition at night and chat some 'gossip'? Then home sweet home. Wednesday Anyw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER! :D Morning YS frowned but didnt create a 'war'. Quite easy-going at school. Released at Assembly due to the NDP rehearsal. Went there freaking warm and the teacher/instructor/coach kinda piss me off... -.- Instead of saying 'quiet' he said 'shut up'. What the? Got manner anot? The Sec1 are seriously testing my level of tolerance... Then dont know what sch larhs! Go shout shut up. YOU OWNSELF ALSO NEVER SHUT UP GOT WHAT RIGHT SIAH!? Got so pissed somemore the sec1 are sitting down while we doing all sort of whatever. A little pissed off day. (Not as worse as thurday anyw.) Just kinda ignored the sec1 cos they kinda... you know... Like pri sch day. Can understand. No song at there. Sobs.... Moodswing a little.... After all, quite fun lurhs just abit warm and pissed... Reached home @ 7pm still got tuition. Oh ..... -.- The tuition kinda tired and restless but still manage to do the questions and pay attention. Reached home @ 10pm then still need to do some other things. Slept @ 11pm++. Thursday I FREAKINNNNNNNNG love today. -.- YS didnt throw temper all that and she turn out well. Still smile and waved goodbye when she left to sch. Miracle? Will my day be so good? Wow, what a Good day... Hmm, NOT! Went school first period MT, tired larhs.... Keep feel like falling asleep and moody... MT lesson still went through smoothly.... Almost fall asleep after the bell rang. Went to toilet to change for PE then went back classroom. I shouldnt have change for PE. If i didnt, i wont be so f....... pissed.Today so unfair larhs! Need to do the 5 stations. Freaking moody already. Put on my glum face already lorhs. I tried to avoid and go away cos i really really really really really DONT WANT TO DO THE STANDING BOARD JUMP FOR LIKE HELL SAKE ! Then my turn, i said i dont want for like hell many time and abviously i wanted to go awat right? Then that ____ whatever larhs asked me to do! Went to sleep early but forgotten to revise Chem... Dang! Dont know issit after that good mood or too pissed off that forgotten it.... -.- Friday Woke up early abit to read my revision book then off to school. WOOTS! Today no physics extra lesson! :D Due to water festival. Went home early. Hah! Went to celebrate Clique's 1st year anni. Cool siahs! So funny and happy. :D Love friday! :D Forget everything that's unhappy. :D Saturday YS got tuition. bored lurhs.... ): Read storybook and all that. and now here posting. -.- Nothing much. Got abit pissed when writing thursday incident. But alright now. (: Nothing much. Ciaos. (: Labels: Anger... Saturday, April 3, 2010
Scattered Memories,  Back again (: Jie went to msia for praying GongGong. Then mummy sent her to take the bus. shao yi ge ren pei wo liao tian le... Set off so early that i cant get my lazy backbone up to sent her to take the bus. Jeesh... Woke up @ 9am+. YS is such a annoying brat lurhs. Ruin everybody's mood is her strength. Gosh lurhs. Always throw her sickening im-the-princess temper at us. Feel like giving her a slap lorhs. Never do tuition homework then keep on say dont want go tuition. Drag until 12.45-12.50pm then go out. Irritating. Anyw, it's kinda funny when mummy and daddy describe her attitude with Singapore's weather. Hahs. Chat with urhs.... Jess using my old hotmail. Bring up so many 'old' memories. Makes me almost cry. But then thanks for chatting lurhs. omygosh lurhs who the heck spread it siahs.... -.- Guo qu de shi jiu bie ti le. Anyw, im so going to kill W_______ . If time rewind, i will freaking persist and say NO! -.- Distrated one month life. ._. Anyw, freaking pissed with YS larhs. Everytime like i owe her the whole world. When can i quit sharing my freaking room with her!? Help her still give me attitude. Jeesh! Well, just end here. Or else later heart attack. -.-weishemewoderenshengjiuxiangyijiahuideshouyingji huitoubuliaodeshijian Labels: complicated life... haish. Friday, April 2, 2010
Overdue pictures etc HAPPY APRIL FOOL AND GOOD FRIDAY! :D    Back again wih some overdue pictures. (: All taken at aunt's house when baby niece's full month 'party' with my SUPER tall sister (All except for the first). That beer totally sucks. Maybe is because i just drank sweet stuff. Took one small sip then give it to mum. (: Nothing much to play there also. Need to rush back sg... -.- Niece is very cute! KYA! Too bad she was carried all around so didnt took a close shot of her then deleted that photo. Well, today simply just used comp... wach TV programme. *All screw up lurhs...* Anyw, bored lurhs.... Nothing much to watch. Do some homeworks and revision. God damn geez... Still left so little time to MYE. Ah why suddenly like this year time flies pass at the speed of a rocket. -.- Well, hell... Headache act up more often already. Got to find a way to stop it... Currently very worried about Amaths, Physics, Chem, Emaths, English and other subj too! ): MYE ah MYE, you must well kill me ahs! -.- Geez, off to watch show le yahs. TaDas~ (:How good if one day without worries. -.- Labels: worries worries and full of worries |
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