Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile Yuling, 191195 Music runs my life. Once bitten, twice shy Silence, Tagboard Exits Alethea Aqilah Ashley Azmira Amanda Carina Cheryl.A Cheryl.Sng Dawn Elizabeth Esther HuiShan HuiTing Jade Janice Jas Jasmine JiaYan Joyce.Low Joyce.Tan Li Hui Li Jiao Lin Ying Li Rong Louis Lynette Marion Mei Li Minyi Pearlyn Pei Yen Qi Yin Rachel.Tan Rachel.Tong Sarah;private SeeMun Shena Shena;private Sheryl Shina Shi Ting Shu Hui Sing Yee Stef Stella Voices Xin Ting XinYan XueLi XueLi;private YingHui Ps ; Long time never edit the links. So, if any changes pls tell me yahhs. Archives October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Thursday, April 29, 2010 The pain and fear, Back again. Gosh MYE is just about a week time!!!!! How siahs? Im not fully prepared. I dont think i can make it. I dont even think i can do the paper without trembling. Teachers are rushing through the chapter and like craps! How can i take it all at one time!? Ohmigod... my dark eye ring are really really dark... -.- Craps larhs. Chatted with heart-oh/Hubby/Ting/kishhhhhh (Cos she too noisy so need to use 'shhhh') over the phone. She keep on stressing me by saying her exam larhs! Must win this fight in order to get to the end of this crappy things. Regret... But no point already. All i can do is fight this stupid 'war' and endure it for the rest of secondary school. Tomorrow cross-country/ home-based learning. No schooling. (: Can continue writing the notes already. No time for slack. Time for more works. Well shall end here since nothing much to write. History replay.... It's the pain and fear... Once it happen again, the more pain and fear it will have. If can, i really hope i can just back off and walk away. The problem now is, i cant... It just happen again... everytime. I though it already resolved but yet... it's a beginning for more pain and fear. How i wish there's a point of time where i can just drop out of this game. danwoderenshengjiuxiangyongyuanmeiyoujiejudeyouxi.... yidanchashoujiubunengtuichu... zheshijiejiuxianggenbenjiubuxuyaowo.... woshiduoyude, gaishoukude, peipaoqide....
The vision is all fading away.. Once it's gone, there no turning back for it.