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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating

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Sunday, August 8, 2010
Will you ever understand?

Somehow, thought of it again, i felt hurt by my friends... still. How can i get rid of this pain...? Like what Yuenchee said... It seems like nobody cared us. Why do they have to break the promise... Didnt we said that we will say everything out TOGETHER ? I really hate to be alone that's why i being so childish and ignorant... But, why everybody just cared other people? Im very happy for those who hugged me goodbye and asked me to cheered up. (: Im really grateful of it. At that moment, i found out that there's actually someone there for me... They are my friends but not as close as those.... Still, im grateful for those yahs. (: When Yuenchee and Nithiya told me that they said sorry to 'us', the 'us' felt like only to Yuenchee and nithiya. It turn out to be im the one being childish already. Am i suppose to not trust anyone else ? Thinking of it again, it makes me recall more stuff that i have been keeping since sec 2. All those care is fake... is all lies.... I really want to trust someone... I dont want to being left alone... Can anyone understand? Can anyone hear my heart crying?....

Hey Yuenchee, i know how it felt being pushed aside and ignored by your friends. I really dont know what happened then at the sec3 camp. Im really sorry... ): I am also sorry for leaving you alone to apologise... I felt so regretful. I really hope i can be the friend that you could trust or at least be your listening ear. Dont get angry or sad, okay? Smile always! (:
The vision is all fading away..
Once it's gone, there no turning back for it.