<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267</id><updated>2011-07-08T22:30:40.245+08:00</updated><category term='My dream must never fly away'/><category term='leave'/><category term='i seriously dk what post'/><category term='My head is hurting badly... What can i do other than crying in pain?'/><category term='Geez...'/><category term='The petty me'/><category term='Addiction'/><category term='CCA is totally pissing me off.'/><category term='Missing you as always'/><category term='Pissed off... What a last day of sch'/><category term='You got to put yourself into other people&apos;s shoe to understand their feelings or thinking.'/><category term='Will you be my addiction?'/><category term='Gosh'/><category term='complicated life... haish.'/><category term='The decision right is not with us...'/><category term='never ending...'/><category term='Gahhs...'/><category term='Anger...'/><category term='worries worries and full of worries'/><category term='get out (:'/><category term='shall say'/><title type='text'>Silent's</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>35</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-137077137263262446</id><published>2010-09-29T18:50:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2010-09-29T18:50:22.438+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Bring Me to Life - Evanescence</title><content type='html'>&lt;object style="BACKGROUND-IMAGE: url(http://i1.ytimg.com/vi/hOvgR_mWGco/hqdefault.jpg)" width="425" height="344"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/hOvgR_mWGco?fs=1&amp;amp;hl=en_US"&gt;&lt;param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"&gt;&lt;param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/hOvgR_mWGco?fs=1&amp;amp;hl=en_US" width="425" height="344" allowscriptaccess="never" allowfullscreen="true" wmode="transparent" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-137077137263262446?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/137077137263262446/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/09/bring-me-to-life-evanescence.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/137077137263262446'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/137077137263262446'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/09/bring-me-to-life-evanescence.html' title='Bring Me to Life - Evanescence'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-1606013020426388394</id><published>2010-09-29T18:40:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2010-09-29T18:48:17.617+08:00</updated><title type='text'>You're just another me by heart,</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;What's wrong with life? What's wrong with today? What's wrong with me?&lt;br /&gt;Why do i see you in the mirror when the image was me? Why did you change so much? Or is it that i changed? We are living in the different world in reality but the fact is that, we are living in the exact same world of darkness... Why did this happened? Am i too into the world of darkness or is it a reality that i have to face? Is all this illusion? Let's not stay in this world anymore. Let's get out of this and live our life... Don't let the obstacles bring us down... Stand for your right... Alone? No, you have me by your side. Walk out of this freak world and next time, im gonna see the bright side of you...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;--&lt;br /&gt;Not gonna use comp. until EOY over. Good luck everyone for your exam. (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;&lt;i&gt;You're a jinx in my life! -'-&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-1606013020426388394?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/1606013020426388394/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/09/youre-just-another-me-by-heart.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/1606013020426388394'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/1606013020426388394'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/09/youre-just-another-me-by-heart.html' title='You&apos;re just another me by heart,'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-704209853396572166</id><published>2010-09-04T13:37:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2010-09-04T13:52:09.403+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Phobia,</title><content type='html'>Will it go away or not? As some might know, I can be quite straightforward / talk without thinking... I so scared that if i say a word that offended them and they will start to ignore me... I got so tired of bewaring of what im talking about until i started to not to talk... Now, i felt that whatever i talk become so ignored by others. I got so scared that i dont know if i should talk or not. Somehow i got the tendency to reply in short like 'yes' or 'no' or ' i dont know ', etc.  To some extend that Ashley started telling me that 'why do i felt so awkward when i wanted to chat with you or something like that...' And all i replied is ' i dont know '. Of course i thought that maybe i kind of long never hang out or chat with her thus become more awkward between each other. But, that's not the case... Even my closest sister also told me that she felt awkward with me... She asked me normal question and i will start to reply in short answers. Am i doing it to the extend? I dont know... I tried to talk more but i seriously will feel tired about it. Geez... dont know what else to say... End ?&lt;br /&gt;--&lt;br /&gt;Went out with Ashley and Sarah on Friday! :D It was so much fun. It was so funny when we were buying bubbletea and then turn back saw Weisheng, Rongjian and Derrick. Then we were all so stunned. o.o Asked them where they going and they say watch movie then said byebye. After that, went to Ashley's house! (: Very funny lorh she. She got 5 bears on her bed and we were like trying to imitate how she slept at night. Hahs! Shared jokes, sch times and all. Left her place at 3pm. Then went home slacked. Watched show and tadas. Off to Audition awhile with Ashley and Sarah. So byebye. :D&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-704209853396572166?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/704209853396572166/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/09/phobia.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/704209853396572166'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/704209853396572166'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/09/phobia.html' title='Phobia,'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-5299660851453070122</id><published>2010-08-08T15:53:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2010-08-08T16:09:39.286+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Will you ever understand?</title><content type='html'>Somehow, thought of it again, i felt hurt by my friends... still. How can i get rid of this pain...? Like what Yuenchee said... It seems like nobody cared us. Why do they have to break the promise... Didnt we said that we will say everything out TOGETHER ? I really hate to be alone that's why i being so childish and ignorant... But, why everybody just cared other people? Im very happy for those who hugged me goodbye and asked me to cheered up. (: Im really grateful of it. At that moment, i found out that there's actually someone there for me... They are my friends but not as close as those.... Still, im grateful for those yahs. (: When Yuenchee and Nithiya told me that they said sorry to 'us', the 'us' felt like only to Yuenchee and nithiya. It turn out to be im the one being childish already. Am i suppose to not trust anyone else ? Thinking of it again, it makes me recall more stuff that i have been keeping since sec 2. All those care is fake... is all lies.... I really want to trust someone... I dont want to being left alone... Can anyone understand? Can anyone hear my heart crying?....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hey Yuenchee, i know how it felt being pushed aside and ignored by your friends. I really dont know what happened then at the sec3 camp. Im really sorry... ): I am also sorry for leaving you alone to apologise... I felt so regretful. I really hope i can be the friend that you could trust or at least be your listening ear. Dont get angry or sad, okay? Smile always! (:&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-5299660851453070122?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/5299660851453070122/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/08/will-you-ever-understand.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/5299660851453070122'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/5299660851453070122'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/08/will-you-ever-understand.html' title='Will you ever understand?'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-5975433319584924443</id><published>2010-07-30T19:23:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2010-07-30T19:23:21.465+08:00</updated><title type='text'>飛輪海 - 一個人流浪</title><content type='html'>&lt;object width="480" height="295"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/7xb0-Je_OKQ&amp;amp;hl=en_US&amp;amp;fs=1"&gt;&lt;param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"&gt;&lt;param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/7xb0-Je_OKQ&amp;amp;hl=en_US&amp;amp;fs=1" width="480" height="295" allowscriptaccess="never" allowfullscreen="true" wmode="transparent" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-5975433319584924443?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/5975433319584924443/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/07/blog-post_30.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/5975433319584924443'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/5975433319584924443'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/07/blog-post_30.html' title='飛輪海 - 一個人流浪'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-3380887249817641910</id><published>2010-07-30T18:54:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2010-07-30T19:13:51.273+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='shall say'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='The petty me'/><title type='text'>最后是我的错就是了</title><content type='html'>No pain no gain... Pain for losing those that i trusted... Gain... i dont know... It's actually kind of relaxing for crying out all the pains that i bottled up until today... Thanks for letting me cry out loud. Now i get the meaning of trust and the bad feeling that i have since yesterday. Well, things will still goes on. So take one step at a time for now i guess. Thanks many for those who cheered me up including ys (the innocent one). Well, after all my fault and i admit it... Whatever we do still cant change the fact after all. Great... i broke my promise for not crying. -.- Disappointed, angry and ... idk... The second time... The history replayed... Is my world about the past replaying itself? My fault for letting it being replayed again... Well, at least dont need to perform. (: Oh yeah, congratulation for being off-grounded, Hubby! (: At least i can hang out with you soon. Today wasn't &lt;i&gt;that&lt;/i&gt; bad after all. Experienced words hurts more than anything and experienced the warmth that friends gave me. I know you all cared but it's just that i being petty. Let it be. (: I shall treat today as a 'memorable day'. Great, now dont feel like going for tmr ndp rehearsal. -.- Shall spent some times to think over it. (: Ciaos, TaDas...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;Thanks for the warmth and thanks for the experiences...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-3380887249817641910?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/3380887249817641910/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/07/blog-post.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/3380887249817641910'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/3380887249817641910'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/07/blog-post.html' title='最后是我的错就是了'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-7084574221577822600</id><published>2010-06-21T12:50:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2010-06-21T13:05:05.218+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Tiredness,</title><content type='html'>So long never play audi with Jamie jie liao. (: I wonder current one is her number what ? ;O Lols. Homeworks is gonna stressing me up soon if i still yet to start doing it. Lazy me... Just treat homeworks as an assignment for my dream then. (: Seriously run out of detail each day. o.o Well shall just end here. (: Lazy to change the music. Oh well. Ciaos ~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;Will smiling makes a day brighter?&lt;br /&gt;will smiling makes everything fine?&lt;br /&gt;Will smiling makes me less guilty?&lt;br /&gt;Will smiling makes me be happier?&lt;br /&gt;Will smiling win over the heavy rain?&lt;br /&gt;Will there be sunshine after the rain?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-7084574221577822600?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/7084574221577822600/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/06/tiredness.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/7084574221577822600'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/7084574221577822600'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/06/tiredness.html' title='Tiredness,'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-1562834568189411205</id><published>2010-06-12T13:38:00.006+08:00</published><updated>2010-06-12T14:07:27.483+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Im a burden...</title><content type='html'>Holiday time! (: It seems to be so relaxing without all the homework loads and stress... No matter how hard it is, i will still continue to work towards my dream. Shall work hard and not let mummy and daddy down. (: Spent alot of time thinking about it and since decided, never regret of what i wished for. Accompany Hubby to get her baggy. And all i can say is wow. I really hope i can have a little bit more money than i expected so i can spent on clothing and bags and etc. Geez, shall just focus on saving up money first. (: So long never meet Hubby and psst, she become more chio liao woahs. hahs! Went to her house and chat for long. Her dancing skill got so much better. (Envious...) Too bad cant upload the video. Awws....&lt;br /&gt;To Sarah Tan Si Ting, a.k.a Cheers,&lt;br /&gt;Hey, thanks many. You listened to my nonsense patiently. You cheered me up using alot of ways. You encouraged me to work towards my dream. You seems to be the only one that i could say out anything without any burden. Thanks for not treating me like a junk or whatever although sometime i really very childish and ignorant. No matter where we go when we grow, i will always remember you. Well, i know clearly that we will end up in different situation next time but i really hope we can still keep our relationship still. (: Im sorry that i cried out like a childish 3 years-old kid. I really really scared that all my friends will just leave me because im childish, ignorant, idiotic, acted like a jerk, bossy and whatever. I really dont know why i will act this way. Im really sorry if i annoyed you or so.... Do tell me and i will stop doing it. Thanks for being there for me, cheers. (: You cheered me up and brighten my day. You didnt left me like others did. You brought an umbrella and walk with me when it's raining. You smiled brightly when the rain stopped and the sun is out. You always change the fate of mine... Thanks. (: I know im a failure that i did seriously bad in my MYE but you told me that im doing really well is just that im nervous and that's why. You make my day always. Although i know im a piece of useless junk, you still want me as your friend... Well, this piece of junk really like you. (: Arigato gosaimasu... sorry but i still believe in my fate... I will try to treasure you many... Thanks cheers. (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Shall end here then. (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;color:#ffffff;"&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;Why do i always bring troubles...&lt;br /&gt;If i could be more alert or so, how great....&lt;br /&gt;Im just as useless...&lt;br /&gt;Good at creating troubles only&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;...&lt;br /&gt;Useless piece of junk afterall...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-1562834568189411205?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/1562834568189411205/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/06/im-burden.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/1562834568189411205'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/1562834568189411205'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/06/im-burden.html' title='Im a burden...'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-4312492975813067726</id><published>2010-04-29T22:54:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2010-04-29T23:07:31.855+08:00</updated><title type='text'>The pain and fear,</title><content type='html'>Back again. Gosh MYE is just about a week time!!!!! How siahs? Im not fully prepared. I dont think i can make it. I dont even think i can do the paper without trembling. Teachers are rushing through the chapter and like craps! How can i take it all at one time!? Ohmigod... my dark eye ring are really really dark... -.- Craps larhs. Chatted with heart-oh/Hubby/Ting/kishhhhhh (Cos she too noisy so need to use 'shhhh') over the phone. She keep on stressing me by saying her exam larhs! Must win this fight in order to get to the end of this crappy things. Regret... But no point already. All i can do is fight this stupid 'war' and endure it for the rest of secondary school. Tomorrow cross-country/ home-based learning. No schooling. (: Can continue writing the notes already. No time for slack. Time for more works. Well shall end here since nothing much to write.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt; &lt;small&gt;History replay....&lt;br /&gt;It's the pain and fear...&lt;br /&gt;Once it happen again, the more pain and fear it will have.&lt;br /&gt;If can, i really hope i can just back off and walk away.&lt;br /&gt;The problem now is, i cant...&lt;br /&gt;It just happen again... everytime.&lt;br /&gt;I though it already resolved but yet... it's a beginning for more pain and fear.&lt;br /&gt;How i wish there's a point of time where i can just drop out of this game.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;danwoderenshengjiuxiangyongyuanmeiyoujiejudeyouxi....&lt;br /&gt;yidanchashoujiubunengtuichu...&lt;br /&gt;zheshijiejiuxianggenbenjiubuxuyaowo....&lt;br /&gt;woshiduoyude, gaishoukude, peipaoqide....&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/small&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-4312492975813067726?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/4312492975813067726/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/04/pain-and-fear.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/4312492975813067726'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/4312492975813067726'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/04/pain-and-fear.html' title='The pain and fear,'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-828246994527857318</id><published>2010-04-17T13:35:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2010-04-17T14:08:49.205+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Anger...'/><title type='text'>Pick on me again, im not gonna be this easy</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_zC7HWY_Uwaw/S8lIojs0b7I/AAAAAAAAATU/kbNJ43Cv_FE/s1600/pissed_off.gif"&gt;&lt;img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 229px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 230px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5460975884778631090" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_zC7HWY_Uwaw/S8lIojs0b7I/AAAAAAAAATU/kbNJ43Cv_FE/s400/pissed_off.gif" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;Nicer way to express my anger. I try not to write much vulgar(s) here. Here it goes for this week only. Cos last week totally forgotten. Anger.... -.-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Monday&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Morning YS got pissed off due to not enough sleep. Make me so freaking pissed but alright after awhile. (: Went to school. Glad that it's normal.... Went home awhile then went back school late for cca so decided to go later then. Got amaths remedial. Relief (?) teacher told us to do the question then scribble and listen to music. Kinda tired... Exceed the time to end then end about 5.15pm for remedial? Then went to toilet all that then see choir ended then didnt go lorhs. Lucky didnt go. -.- Home sweet home.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Tuesday&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Morning as usual YS got pissed. -.- Went school as per normal. Went home do homeworks and blahs. Went to tuition at night and chat some 'gossip'?  Then home sweet home.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Wednesday&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER! :D&lt;br /&gt;Morning YS frowned but didnt create a 'war'. Quite easy-going at school. Released at Assembly due to the NDP rehearsal. Went there freaking warm and the teacher/instructor/coach kinda piss me off... -.- Instead of saying 'quiet' he said 'shut up'. What the? Got manner anot? The Sec1 are seriously testing my level of tolerance... Then dont know what sch larhs! Go shout shut up. YOU OWNSELF ALSO NEVER SHUT UP GOT WHAT RIGHT SIAH!? Got so pissed somemore the sec1 are sitting down while we doing all sort of whatever. A little pissed off day. (Not as worse as thurday anyw.) Just kinda ignored the sec1 cos they kinda... you know... Like pri sch day. Can understand. No song at there. Sobs.... Moodswing a little.... After all, quite fun lurhs just abit warm and pissed... Reached home @ 7pm still got tuition. Oh ..... -.- The tuition kinda tired and restless but still manage to do the questions and pay attention. Reached home @ 10pm then still need to do some other things. Slept @ 11pm++.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Thursday&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I &lt;i&gt;FREAKINNNNNNNNG love&lt;/i&gt; today. -.- YS didnt throw temper all that and she turn out well. Still smile and waved goodbye when she left to sch. Miracle? Will my day be so good? Wow, what a Good day... Hmm, NOT! Went school first period MT, tired larhs.... Keep feel like falling asleep and moody... MT lesson still went through smoothly.... Almost fall asleep after the bell rang. Went to toilet to change for PE then went back classroom. &lt;i&gt;I shouldnt have change for PE. If i didnt, i wont be so f....... pissed.&lt;/i&gt;Today so unfair larhs! Need to do the 5 stations. Freaking moody already. Put on my glum face already lorhs. I tried to avoid and go away cos i really really really really really DONT WANT TO DO THE STANDING BOARD JUMP FOR LIKE HELL SAKE ! Then my turn, i said i dont want for like hell many time and abviously i wanted to go awat right? Then that ____ whatever larhs asked me to do! &lt;s&gt;WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO FORCE ME SIAH! I TELL YOU I DONT WANT RIGHT!? BU HUI KAN LIAN SE HAR? WANT ME TALK IN OTHER LANGUAGE THEN YOU UNDERSTAND SIBO!? I TELL YOU I AINT PUSHOVER WHEN IM FREAKING MAD AND MOODY! MY MUM DIDNT EVEN FORCE ME TO DO THE THING I DONT WANT TO DO! WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE THEN!? -.-&lt;/s&gt; Conclusion ; screamed and pissed off. You pissed off, i also will. Rolled my eyes &lt;s&gt;and stared&lt;/s&gt; Ruin my day. Whole day freaking pissed until chemistry lesson. :D I really enjoy chem lesson. Somehow very excited always. (: Went home with a better feeling. Spoke to my sisters and blahs. Mum and Dad know im not in good mood then ask me to tell her what happened then gave me some advised. (: Thanks mummy and daddy. Sweet day in the end. An advise that I aint gonna forget that but i can forgive as in ignoring for my own good.&lt;br /&gt;Went to sleep early but forgotten to revise Chem... Dang! Dont know issit after that good mood or too pissed off that forgotten it.... -.-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Friday&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Woke up early abit to read my revision book then off to school. WOOTS! Today no physics extra lesson! :D Due to water  festival. Went home early. Hah! Went to celebrate Clique's 1st year anni. Cool siahs! So funny and happy. :D Love friday! :D Forget everything that's unhappy. :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Saturday&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;YS got tuition. bored lurhs.... ): Read storybook and all that. and now here posting. -.- Nothing much. Got abit pissed when writing thursday incident. But alright now. (: Nothing much. Ciaos. (:&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-828246994527857318?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/828246994527857318/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/04/pick-on-me-again-im-not-gonna-be-this.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/828246994527857318'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/828246994527857318'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/04/pick-on-me-again-im-not-gonna-be-this.html' title='Pick on me again, im not gonna be this easy'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_zC7HWY_Uwaw/S8lIojs0b7I/AAAAAAAAATU/kbNJ43Cv_FE/s72-c/pissed_off.gif' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-6719819341439628419</id><published>2010-04-03T12:43:00.005+08:00</published><updated>2010-04-03T13:18:41.835+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='complicated life... haish.'/><title type='text'>Scattered Memories,</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_zC7HWY_Uwaw/S7bHxBal7UI/AAAAAAAAATM/k4uDBTs1IjM/s1600/golden-sunset.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 312px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 232px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5455767643613424962" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_zC7HWY_Uwaw/S7bHxBal7UI/AAAAAAAAATM/k4uDBTs1IjM/s400/golden-sunset.jpg" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;Back again (: Jie went to msia for praying GongGong. Then mummy sent her to take the bus. shao yi ge ren pei wo liao tian le... Set off so early that i cant get my lazy backbone up to sent her to take the bus. Jeesh... Woke up @ 9am+. YS is such a annoying brat lurhs. Ruin everybody's mood is her strength. Gosh lurhs. Always throw her sickening im-the-princess temper at us. Feel like giving her a slap lorhs. Never do tuition homework then keep on say dont want go tuition. Drag until 12.45-12.50pm then go out. Irritating. Anyw, it's kinda funny when mummy and daddy describe her attitude with Singapore's weather. Hahs. Chat with urhs.... Jess using my old hotmail. Bring up so many 'old' memories. Makes me almost cry. But then thanks for chatting lurhs. &lt;i&gt;omygosh lurhs who the heck spread it siahs.... -.-&lt;/i&gt; Guo qu de shi jiu bie ti le. Anyw, im so going to kill W_______ . If time rewind, i will freaking persist and say NO! -.- Distrated one month life. ._. Anyw, freaking pissed with YS larhs. Everytime like i owe her the whole world. When can i quit sharing my freaking room with her!? Help her still give me attitude. Jeesh! Well, just end here. Or else later heart attack. -.-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;weishemewoderenshengjiuxiangyijiahuideshouyingji&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;huitoubuliaodeshijian&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-6719819341439628419?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/6719819341439628419/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/04/scattered-memories.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/6719819341439628419'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/6719819341439628419'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/04/scattered-memories.html' title='Scattered Memories,'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_zC7HWY_Uwaw/S7bHxBal7UI/AAAAAAAAATM/k4uDBTs1IjM/s72-c/golden-sunset.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-517590755189389192</id><published>2010-04-02T21:56:00.013+08:00</published><updated>2010-04-02T22:21:13.047+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='worries worries and full of worries'/><title type='text'>Overdue pictures etc</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color:#33ccff;"&gt;HAPPY APRIL FOOL AND GOOD FRIDAY! :D &lt;img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 202px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 261px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5455542271662791074" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_zC7HWY_Uwaw/S7X6ypeWmaI/AAAAAAAAATE/pUixFSBnRZY/s400/DSC00629.JPG" /&gt;&lt;img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 195px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 250px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5455541011468144178" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_zC7HWY_Uwaw/S7X5pS4iTjI/AAAAAAAAASk/7c53J_w6K4A/s400/DSC00612.JPG" /&gt;&lt;img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 197px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 267px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5455540210519134978" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_zC7HWY_Uwaw/S7X46rHaUwI/AAAAAAAAASU/wJG1xNXs4RM/s400/DSC00616.JPG" /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;Back again wih some overdue pictures. (: All taken at aunt's house when baby niece's full month 'party' with my SUPER tall sister (All except for the first). That beer totally sucks. Maybe is because i just drank sweet stuff. Took one small sip then give it to mum. (: Nothing much to play there also. Need to rush back sg... -.- Niece is very cute! KYA! Too bad she was carried all around so didnt took a close shot of her then deleted that photo. Well, today simply just used comp... wach TV programme. *All screw up lurhs...* Anyw, bored lurhs.... Nothing much to watch. Do some homeworks and revision. God damn geez... Still left so little time to MYE. Ah why suddenly like this year time flies pass at the speed of a rocket. -.- Well, hell... Headache act up more often already. Got to find a way to stop it... Currently very worried about Amaths, Physics, Chem, Emaths, English and other subj too! ): MYE ah MYE, you must well kill me ahs! -.- Geez, off to watch show le yahs. TaDas~ (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;How good if one day without worries. -.-&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-517590755189389192?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/517590755189389192/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/04/overdue-pictures-etc.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/517590755189389192'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/517590755189389192'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/04/overdue-pictures-etc.html' title='Overdue pictures etc'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_zC7HWY_Uwaw/S7X6ypeWmaI/AAAAAAAAATE/pUixFSBnRZY/s72-c/DSC00629.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-7220706629827423634</id><published>2010-03-26T17:01:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2010-04-02T21:47:05.537+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Let's talk about major events only. (:&lt;br /&gt;Well, im sorry didnt post anything on holiday. Ah, crap me with my memories and laziness. Ok, dont ask me where to find the vid cos it's not me uploaded it. Anyw, Im surprised about the 'Ego Teacher Meet Vulgar Student' is so popular in a way. Well, it's actually made it for entertainment purposes and share with you all about &lt;i&gt;my&lt;/i&gt; 'wonderful' experience. Well, i thought it will be very lame but it turn out to be a comedy(?) Anyw, it's kinda a good news too. A funny comment is someone wrote, "What's the vulgarity you scolded?" And Joel (The person who post and the person i made him to get the vid disappear for some reasons) replied, "It's c.b and im not the one who scold but if it's me, it will be worst. *Evil smile* " Hahs! Thanks Joel anyw. For me i think the "Description is the attractive part cos i asked him to wrote, "The storyline goes as a girl (In nicer way) who troubled with homeworks stressness and family problem and lack of rest was freaking piss already to go for cca then the arrogant and im-your-instructor guy asked for practice fast and ... (The scene was addicted cos the main character got STM) then outburst of anger! Scolded valgarities and blah blah blah." Lazy to continue. Anyw, i saw many comments that encouraged me and asked me to cheer up. (Cos all is the one i know :D) Although im kinda in fault, yawns. Anyw, doing this vid makes me pissed too. So credit goes to XinMin and SarahTanSzeTeng, my loved ones for calming me down and helping me with the STM part. (: Also must take for those put in effort for the vid. :D Although it just lasted about 1min? Lols. Bad new about my result is that i failed my amaths, geez...&lt;br /&gt;--&lt;br /&gt;{20th March}&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"&gt;Happy birthday my lovely yet hot tempered sister.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Although i hate you, but i still love you as my sister. Do stay happy and get the PSLE score you wanted. (:&lt;br /&gt;I should have bought &lt;i&gt;that&lt;/i&gt; for you! (ROFL!)&lt;br /&gt;--&lt;br /&gt;Shall end here. TaDas ~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffffff;"&gt;Trusting myself might not be a right decisions...&lt;br /&gt;It seems like it's happening again...&lt;br /&gt;Once bitten, Twice shy.&lt;br /&gt;Why cant i understand it?&lt;br /&gt;I should have learn from it...&lt;br /&gt;But i just cant make it...&lt;br /&gt;I just wanted to give another chance....&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffffff;"&gt;Just once......&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-7220706629827423634?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/7220706629827423634/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/03/lets-talk-about-major-events-only.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/7220706629827423634'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/7220706629827423634'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/03/lets-talk-about-major-events-only.html' title=''/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-378428404697183648</id><published>2010-03-08T19:09:00.005+08:00</published><updated>2010-03-08T19:22:26.919+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='get out (:'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='leave'/><title type='text'>Craps ,</title><content type='html'>Back again. (: Gonna use for 15mins only. ): Ok, episode 14 will be uploaded by Andrew, not me! Cos im so freaking busy. Ok well, i made it in rush and that's final for season 1. And pls pls pls ! Dont keep chasing me after the season 2 cos i only can make it when im &lt;i&gt;FREE&lt;/i&gt; and im currently busy and this and that and this. &lt;i&gt;Or else you can see me on the headline saying a student being locked up in mental hosp. Hahs, narhs. Just kidding&lt;/i&gt; Tuitions, remedial(?), NDP prac, CCA, Revision, project, tests, homeworks, and blah blah blah. March holiday is like a total HELL for me. Trust me. I rather dont have this freaking holiday for goodness sake. -.- My concept of Holiday = lots of resting + revision on amaths, chem and also other subj is totally a gone case. Let alone doing Season 2. Can someone define the meaning of Holiday ?! Gahs, so im sorry for that. I will try to rush. Possibility for the Season 2 ep 1 maybe 1-2months time ? Im not sure. Somemore this is kinda base on &lt;i&gt;current&lt;/i&gt; schedule. Well, I really love making this movie/series but too bad. Do tell me if you're interested in carry on this episode cos i might give up. Well, once again, thanks all viewers. (: &lt;i&gt;Ahh craps, still needa revise for physic&lt;/i&gt; Im turning into a mad person reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaalll soooon. -.- Well, ciaos. (: Jiayous for me! Kambateh! :D&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-378428404697183648?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/378428404697183648/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/03/craps.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/378428404697183648'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/378428404697183648'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/03/craps.html' title='Craps ,'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-4051913345405011347</id><published>2010-03-06T20:56:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2010-03-06T21:15:41.160+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='i seriously dk what post'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Gosh'/><title type='text'>Happy</title><content type='html'>HeyHeyHey ! Episode 13's up! Enjoy. (: Im so not gonna post it here. Anyw, yesterday got back amaths and emaths result! *Jump and Scream* Hell! I passed my amaths! Like finally. Super happy (Obviously something else too! :D) ! Hmms, ytd freaking happy the whole afternoon. Went to the whatever session you called it? Skipped my show. ): Lucky sis told me the details. Well, so stressed up and got no time for other things. Geez. Just finished episode 14's script. Oh, 'the tears' season 1 gonna end at ep14. And season 2 will continue.... idk when... -.- When i got the time to do the script and organise everything i guess... Im sorry for the sudden stop. Im so freaking pissed and stressed up with my study especially amaths. Let alone hanging out with Clique, I got so freaking less time to just even watch my fav show(s). What more? So viewers, stop stressing me with all the comments. Well, i know the quality of the videos of mine is freaking bad compared to previous ones. I cant help okay? Plus, all those involved with this video are all busy too. Like the 'brave' assistant editor, he's got some issues with blahs and study and animator 1 is freaking stressed up with her homeworks and 'crazy' teacher(s) issues. Well give us some break!!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;--&lt;br /&gt;Well, season 2 gonna be with live voices of our actors and actresses. But i still dont know if i can complete it or not. If the season two dont come out at June, that means im ending this series until further notice or so. Oh for the people involved with the video that also know Assistant editor and also have problem with subj like History, English, Amaths and i forgotten (?), go find him! :D Narhs, just kidding. But he seriously doing very well in the subj he took. [Stingy him dont wanna teach me amaths. ): ] Shall end here. TaDas ~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;You shall rmb it, roars! :D &lt;/small&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-4051913345405011347?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/4051913345405011347/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/03/happy.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/4051913345405011347'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/4051913345405011347'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/03/happy.html' title='Happy'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-3022633522258435567</id><published>2010-02-24T17:49:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2010-02-24T18:08:41.527+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='My dream must never fly away'/><title type='text'>Short post abt the vid.</title><content type='html'>Ok, so many keep asking me when will it be out and i getting quite stressed out. So i shall tell you my plan. Episode 13's script already done. I need to wait for my animator to done the draft for the vid. So gonna wait. Latest maybe by this weekend. Im sorry i cant finish episode 14. And i today was rushing through it. Anyway, today i got alot of inspiration. (Some bad and some good) But still, is a good news. Anyw, im still waiting for Visible to pass me the draft of the story so gonna wait. Thank you. Also, my script wasn't done. I only done with plotting. Ah craps, i know im lazy but no choice. Tons of freaking homeworks, tests and quiz is totally pestering me. So it might take a little more time. But i promise i will post it up but... erm next Saturday? Also, that stupid editor of my script is pissing me off. Anyw, will try not waste much time on changing editor. Will try to get it done real soon. Sorry yahs. It suppose to be last week's vid. Oh about ep14, some juicy behind-the-scene details, i was writing my script totally about MY today. Also, i will be combining Visible's some juicy details. Editor's so-called-character will be in there as 'good guy'. Well, im forced to. (Sorry. ;x) If you want the plotting of the story, pls tell me and maybe i can give you more details. Hmms, i wont be that free anyw... I will try yahs. Episode 13 is about Visible's life. I ran out of inspiration. Anyw, i totally got 'wonderful' inspiration today. Trust me, it's so gonna be crazy. Oh, i think this few days, My Animator will be posting the preview for episode 13. It is just a little things about ep 13. Im sorry that i delayed. Ah craps. Shall end here. TaDas~&lt;br /&gt;Im not gonna fail, im gonna work hard!!!!! CHIONG! &amp;amp;@#(*^@&amp;amp;(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Oh! Im so going into the course! Kambateh! Hwaiting! :D&lt;/i&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-3022633522258435567?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/3022633522258435567/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/02/short-post-abt-vid.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/3022633522258435567'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/3022633522258435567'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/02/short-post-abt-vid.html' title='Short post abt the vid.'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-7040634129809650989</id><published>2010-02-10T19:41:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2010-02-10T20:00:38.193+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='You got to put yourself into other people&apos;s shoe to understand their feelings or thinking.'/><title type='text'>I dont understand... I really dont...</title><content type='html'>&lt;small&gt; what a sad sad day, in a sad sad world.&lt;/small&gt; I dont know why i would think of it either. Anyway, Monday got cca.... Funny but still kind of bored. (Like when i will not be bored in cca) Tuesday went for amaths remedial. Finally understand. ;D Wednesday (Which is today) got surprise quiz... shall not talk about it. Went for the last session of the Eng enrichment, *claps!*. Did presentation and blahs. Sms-ed visible during period of time and 'baka zhu twin'. Thursday have chem and english test. *Phobia...* Life ain't easy... &lt;small&gt;Complicated arhs! Family, financial, desire, relaxation, homeworks, study and something else larhs.&lt;/small&gt; Friday is a holiday for me. Maybe going out... (:  Blahs...&lt;br /&gt;--&lt;br /&gt;to Visible,&lt;br /&gt;  We experienced it before so we know how it feels. For those ignorant one who didnt experience it before seems like impossible to feel how it is. Omg, ps idk your birthday is just 10days before mine. We got too much similarities. both positive and negative side. You seriously understand me alot. Thanks for cheering me up no matter what. You seems to be able to read my mind and help me in many ways. You able to understand how i feel and strangely you are the one of those who can read me pretty well. Well, even my family members cant even read me well. No matter what, you are the best! (: You must be happy too, okays? Love you tons, Visible. (:&lt;br /&gt;--&lt;br /&gt;Ciaos~&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-7040634129809650989?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/7040634129809650989/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/02/i-dont-understand-i-really-dont.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/7040634129809650989'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/7040634129809650989'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/02/i-dont-understand-i-really-dont.html' title='I dont understand... I really dont...'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-6328899403519055897</id><published>2010-01-29T21:54:00.008+08:00</published><updated>2010-01-29T22:17:13.795+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='My head is hurting badly... What can i do other than crying in pain?'/><title type='text'>It's healing but there's always a scar left behind.</title><content type='html'>Heyohs freakos! Since today im posting, would not post tmr. (Lazy ;x) Stressed with homeworks and test. (Oh great, flood.) It's so hard to get out of this stress and hang out with 'Addictions'(s). (One is the addiction that i got onto and another is officially the name of clique.) Derrick is totally a pest, hahs. Hope to see Sarah Laogong soon siahs! Miss her terribly and it's totally. Im kinda worry about her. Hope she have a proper meal. Grace and HuiPing too! ): Hope they will cheer up soon. Ok, let's get to the schooling affair. (It's kind of weird to use affair in it.) I have flunked two of my quiz(s) and test is coming soon. Like craps, im still not prepared yet! Gonna revise this weekend. I suddenly feel very tired... It seems like it had been a long time since i slept soundly. Why is life so complicated and so tiring... Anyways, now CCA timing change... -.- If im not wrong , my timetable should be this way.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;ODD WEEK ;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mon, CCA&lt;br /&gt;Tues, tuition (emaths or science).&lt;br /&gt;Wed, Enrichment.&lt;br /&gt;Thurs, Physics after sch lesson and CCA ?&lt;br /&gt;Fri, rest like finally??&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;EVEN WEEK ;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mon, CCA.&lt;br /&gt;Tues, tuition (emaths or science).&lt;br /&gt;Wednesday, Enrichment.&lt;br /&gt;Thurs,Chemistry after sch lesson.&lt;br /&gt;Fri, CCA and tuition (amaths).&lt;br /&gt;I should say i hate even weeks... -.- When can i even have a time to just relax myself.... Anyw, why do i feel this year like love and war? If so, is time for juicy gossip(s). :D Want be 'news reporter' and not 'matchmaker'. 'Matchmaker' very mafan but 'news reporter' is fun and interesting. Im getting some juicy gossips from Grace liao woahs. (: Lols, just kidding anyw. Shall not write anymore. Tired, as in really tired... Ciaos. (:&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-6328899403519055897?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/6328899403519055897/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/01/its-healing-but-theres-always-scar-left.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/6328899403519055897'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/6328899403519055897'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/01/its-healing-but-theres-always-scar-left.html' title='It&apos;s healing but there&apos;s always a scar left behind.'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-4967055121270747280</id><published>2010-01-23T15:53:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2010-01-23T15:58:16.178+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='The decision right is not with us...'/><title type='text'>Time is the best medicine.</title><content type='html'>Im back to post! Well, pictures i will upload later. Shall not bother about what happened as it's boring. Yesterday was the CCA fair and Also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICE BOYF.! :D Must stay happy always kays? :D Updated the music box and also changed the skin. (: Went JP with mummy and mei. :D Shopped from 11am+ to 3pm. Hahas. SHOPPING SPREE! :D Spent about $50. ): Broke le. Bought drinks and then went back home. Hahs. Ok seriously nothing much le. Hope i really can cope this year well. Jiayous! :D&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-4967055121270747280?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/4967055121270747280/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/01/times-is-best-medicine.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/4967055121270747280'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/4967055121270747280'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/01/times-is-best-medicine.html' title='Time is the best medicine.'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-4219744530758232945</id><published>2010-01-16T15:14:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2010-01-16T17:15:05.332+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='CCA is totally pissing me off.'/><title type='text'>It's a fault for being the way you are.</title><content type='html'>&lt;img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 266px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 400px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5427263606351401026" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_zC7HWY_Uwaw/S1GDfr77EEI/AAAAAAAAARk/5_gVkJcO8qA/s400/loneliness.jpg" /&gt;Heyohs im back... Sec3 life is seriously killing me... Super tired. Anyw, this week schedule is here.&lt;br /&gt;Mon ; CCA&lt;br /&gt;Tuesday ; FREE! :D But back home at 2pm+. ):&lt;br /&gt;Wednesday ; Eng Enrichment + CCA.&lt;br /&gt;Thursday ; Chem lesson + Tuition.&lt;br /&gt;Friday ; CCA.&lt;br /&gt;Next week is worst due to tuition changed to tuesday night, HOLY! ): Bye to tuesday.&lt;br /&gt;Mon ; CCA&lt;br /&gt;Tuesday ; Tuition. (Must rmb the timing is 7.30pm to 9pm. I made i mistake on timing on thursday) ;x&lt;br /&gt;Wednesday ; Eng Enrichment + CCA.&lt;br /&gt;Thursday ; Physic lesson.&lt;br /&gt;Friday ; CCA.&lt;br /&gt;Saturday ; Need to revise homework. (Set by me and mum or else she gonna nag.)&lt;br /&gt;Sunday ; Only free day and guess what? Needa sleep early.&lt;br /&gt;What fun about my life? Study study and study... -.-&lt;br /&gt;Yesterday cca totally sucks. Screw up huh? Shall not get into the reason.&lt;br /&gt;Today almost the same thing happen... WTF SIAH! My fault hurh?! I want it to be this way isit?!&lt;br /&gt;Totally depressed and mood got so damn screw up due to schooling and _______. -.-&lt;br /&gt;Im a human and i need a break! Even a robot or what so ever also need a rest!&lt;br /&gt;Even a food has an expiry date. -.-&lt;br /&gt;Shall end here.&lt;br /&gt;Dont have time for computer anymore.&lt;br /&gt;Schedule is freaking tight that im gonna run out of breathe, man.&lt;br /&gt;Thanks Weisheng, Roy, Serene, Cynthia, Sarah and Grace for cheering me up.&lt;br /&gt;Also, hope Roy get into the sch he wanted to go! (:&lt;br /&gt;Jiayous to PeiYun too! Dont get too stress, ok?&lt;br /&gt;Getting to stress will only run out of breathe. Relax your mind abit and it will goes smooth. (:&lt;br /&gt;Hope i can do it too... -.-&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-4219744530758232945?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/4219744530758232945/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/01/its-fault-for-being-way-you-are.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/4219744530758232945'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/4219744530758232945'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2010/01/its-fault-for-being-way-you-are.html' title='It&apos;s a fault for being the way you are.'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_zC7HWY_Uwaw/S1GDfr77EEI/AAAAAAAAARk/5_gVkJcO8qA/s72-c/loneliness.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-7140610113839671963</id><published>2009-12-11T18:36:00.005+08:00</published><updated>2009-12-14T12:03:21.304+08:00</updated><title type='text'>MIAMIAMIA!</title><content type='html'>Owner went &lt;span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"&gt;MIA&lt;/span&gt;!&lt;br /&gt;Cos it's so damn bored and i got nothing to post. -.-&lt;br /&gt;When there's things to post, i shall post it then.&lt;br /&gt;NewMoon is NICE! (:&lt;br /&gt;Werewolves are so macho, yet... ;x&lt;br /&gt;Okay, do tag often as i will drop by to reply it.&lt;br /&gt;Dont let my tagboard die! ):&lt;br /&gt;Shall end here, ciaos (L)!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#666666;"&gt;[edited]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#6600cc;"&gt;&lt;big&gt;HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XINMIN and SEEMUN ; 1312 and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SOMEONE ; 1412. (: &lt;/big&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#999999;"&gt;PeiYun and Grace are getting jealous and excited cos i pon CCA. -.- Lols! Dont tell them i posted it up. :O&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;*Edited on 1411*&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-7140610113839671963?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/7140610113839671963/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/12/miamiamia.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/7140610113839671963'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/7140610113839671963'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/12/miamiamia.html' title='MIAMIAMIA!'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-1632010453641885</id><published>2009-12-07T18:26:00.006+08:00</published><updated>2009-12-07T19:39:41.196+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Heyohs! Im back from chalet. :D Shall cut with my craps and get into the main point. (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;4thDec, 5thDec &amp;amp; 6thDec&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Lazy to divide it into different days.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 490px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 322px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5412439801909414706" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_zC7HWY_Uwaw/SxzZUtD_CzI/AAAAAAAAARE/R1d6OrNzo4o/s400/DSC00497.JPG" /&gt;Used comp @ afternoon. Cos kind of bored and needa wait dad to take us there. Went out for dinner first then we went there. Chicken rice! :D Omigod, im getting fatter. Heavy traffic jam. Listened to songs and hyper with YS. Reached there (As in DownTownEast chalet) at around 8pm. The unit is Block H 1824. (Infomation came from YS) It's already very late so didnt went to play. Lucky we got prepare video to watch. Watch fa zheng xian feng2 (If im not wrong) until 1am+... Unpacked and mum went to buy some packet drinks and tibits in case we hungry. Ate a cup noodle due to hunger. (Ps ; not at 1am+! I forgotten the time) Woahs, damn noisy lurhs. Then we went to sleep. Ohmigod, i just cant sleep due to a story i heard. Holymama. Lucky YS accompanied me also lend me her hand to grab. (I seems very foolish and childish. &gt;&lt;) Fall asleep after quite awhile. It seems i slept for damn long but guess what? 3am+, we (As in me and YS) heard a damn loud "OHHHHHHH!" Owie, i popped up and turn to see YS.. I thought she fall asleep le but to my surprise she woke up because of same reason. Hahs! Cant fall asleep again so sis and I watched video from my phone. Damn that stupid guy who screamed, " OHHHHHHH!". After that fall asleep again until 7am+, i woke up again. Damn tired. Keep yawning but no matter what, i just cant fall asleep again. So walked around the room to wake mum and YS up. Shall skip all the boring conversation. Once YS woke up, the only thing that cross her mind i guess is, "I am hungry and wanna eat breakfast." Then went to have breakfast @ the food court. YS and I ate the same thing. After breakfast, went back to room to play cards. (What other card is nice to play other than, you know. Of cos it doesn't involve money.) Then i thought of giving daddy a surprise party since tomorrow is his birthday. YS try to convince dad to come for awhile for the party w/o telling him that it was a mini party, of cos. After awhile, we watched the video(Not from my phone) and sister fall asleep behind mum. Hahs! Mum got nowhere to lie down and it's very tiring. After quite awhile then sis woke up. Bored so lie down while watching show while waiting for dad to pick us to Uncle's chalet(I guess) to celebrate Niece's (Chloe) 1-year-old birthday party @ near changi airport there. Super boring lurhs! Just went there for kind of dinner @ 7pm. Listened to songs the whole time at there. Took a few photo with them. Dont wanna take actually. Lols. Ate the super expensive birthday cake as it was made specially i guess. It is a shape of a castle. Woahs, guess what? IT COST ALMOST $600, HOLY!! That was the most expensive cake i have ever ate. &lt;small&gt;And it's awful... I didnt finish it and throw it away. Hmms, wonder if they know it?&lt;/small&gt; Left the chalet unit of theirs @ 8.43pm. (I checked the time and remembered clearly.) Went back to our chalet unit and sleep agn while YS and Mum waited for jiejie. (P/s ; she went to work and she take 1day leave on sunday so she come after work on saturday.) When Mum fetched back jiejie to chalet unit, i opened up my eyes and saw her and mum and then fall asleep agn. Morning woke up and got a shock cos i thought mum slept another side. (Beside YS) but i didnt saw her but i turn to my side, i saw mum sleeping. Hahs! And then the naughty YS already woke up. Darn it. No more sleep for me. She keep dont allow me to sleep. So dragged my feet and went to wash up. After that, all of us went to eat char kway teow (Ps, not sure if i wrote it correctly) and a ice lemon tea. The lemon tea is nice but the char kway teow is kind of oily and salty. (Sorry yahhs. ) Then we went to buy BBQ ingredients and some things needed for BBQ and of cos CAKE! :D We bought a cake from the shop near the food court. The cake is called Oreomisu (Dk if i spell it correctly also.) Then we went back to our unit to put every thing down then went to Escape Theme Park. Addicted to Pirate Ship! It's trilling yet fun! Played everything except for the one near Pirate Ship. It's fun but noone want accompany me. After that, we went to Ehub to help sister find things. HAHAS! After that we went to Wild Wild Wet. Play until kind of crazy. Cold lur after we went to find mum then we bought KFC back as part of our dinner. YS went to bath first then me after that then jiejie and lastly mummy. Then we took all we bought down to the BBQ pit. I went up to help mum to take the BBQ ingredients etc. Then went down back to eat while waiting for daddy. (Sorry i didnt took any photo. ;x) Some ingredients were ruin such as chicken wings which were the first we cooked and it turn into chaotar honey chicken wings and the sambal squid which is overcooked. It taste bland. ;x After eating, went up to pack up and then home sweet home. We went back earlier cos very tired le. anyway, &lt;big&gt;HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! :D &lt;/big&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;7th Dec&lt;/u&gt; &lt;img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 447px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 307px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5412457082959387666" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_zC7HWY_Uwaw/SxzpCl_XXBI/AAAAAAAAARc/-wRfDFbqH_U/s400/DSC01046.jpg" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 444px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 347px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5412451324557763346" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_zC7HWY_Uwaw/SxzjzaRboxI/AAAAAAAAARM/gAe7Mo8iFVk/s400/DSC00499.JPG" /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 269px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 386px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5412452112554259266" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_zC7HWY_Uwaw/SxzkhRyb80I/AAAAAAAAARU/Q0x-HGMTPbQ/s400/DSC00509.JPG" /&gt;Zilian photo. No other photo to post. Lols. Played sister notebook and watched shows. Boring day. Nothing much. Intend to stay up tonight. Hope i could sucess today. Cos i everytime will fall asleep. Hahs. Shall end my craps here. Hope next chalet will have more people cos the more the merrier. Ciaos, (L)!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;Will you be my last romance&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-1632010453641885?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/1632010453641885/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/12/heyohs-im-back-from-chalet.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/1632010453641885'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/1632010453641885'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/12/heyohs-im-back-from-chalet.html' title=''/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_zC7HWY_Uwaw/SxzZUtD_CzI/AAAAAAAAARE/R1d6OrNzo4o/s72-c/DSC00497.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-190876946849432930</id><published>2009-12-03T17:39:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2009-12-03T17:52:47.145+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Stuck in the dreams that will never come true...</title><content type='html'>Moodswing and i dont know why....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;&lt;small&gt;Maybe you're right bitch, -.- I might be fated to be a loser as you said. Maybe you spot on. Yea, you're right. I should be left in this freaky world of reality to rot. I dont shine like those ordinary people. Im the worst. Im a weird freak with a sickening attitude perhaps. Maybe all of you out there might hate me like a i dont know. Just a thing that you will hate it forever and ever. I might be like a fool that believe that everybody fit in in a very different ways. I might be a fool believe that every human created for a different purpose and it's always a good purpose. Hahs, now im the only fool. Everybody could tell that it's a stupid fairytale or dreams that will never ever come true, you fool. Im just running away from the fact that im nothing but a human that is to be rot in this world with no talent or strong trait(s) at all. Maybe i doesnt even belong in this freak world of reality... I might thought that im strong in some areas but now, IM NOTHING AT ALL! Now i accept the truth... no longer running away...&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;Shall post picture in next post barhs... Totally mood-less... &gt;&lt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-190876946849432930?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/190876946849432930/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/12/stuck-in-dreams-that-will-never-come.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/190876946849432930'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/190876946849432930'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/12/stuck-in-dreams-that-will-never-come.html' title='Stuck in the dreams that will never come true...'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-5975111178338111194</id><published>2009-12-02T17:55:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2009-12-02T22:27:47.396+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='never ending...'/><title type='text'>1year6months, 18months!</title><content type='html'>&lt;big&gt;HAPPY kind of BELATED 1YEAR6MONTHS ANNIVERSARY, CHIOBU JANICE BOYF! :D ; o112 &lt;/big&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dont know what else to post siahs. Went tuition today. So boring. But im kind of forgotten some of it urhs. It's good to recap it anyw. Wonder when parents gonna buy books. Going chalet on Friday i guess.. Hope it gonna be fun. Oh anyw, changed blog's song. Seriously, to tell the truth, im selfish and i dont really like sharing songs. (: Wonder if that girl will come copy agn? Eat shit lur bodoh! Shall not spoil my mood and shall end here. (: Kind of run out of picture to go with the post. &gt;&lt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt; Editted blogskin. Thanks jie for teaching.&lt;br /&gt;I hope i didnt copy anyone's? Do tell me if i did. &gt;&lt; ; 10:27&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;Impossible...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-5975111178338111194?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/5975111178338111194/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/12/1year6months-18months.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/5975111178338111194'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/5975111178338111194'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/12/1year6months-18months.html' title='1year6months, 18months!'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-8286406295178910280</id><published>2009-12-01T20:52:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2009-12-02T22:02:30.335+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Gahhs...'/><title type='text'>Emptiness</title><content type='html'>&lt;img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 300px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5410256354080876338" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_zC7HWY_Uwaw/SxUXfUDKZzI/AAAAAAAAAQs/klMKVdZysb4/s400/DSC00053-1.JPG" /&gt;&lt;big&gt;HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO NUER ; 2911&lt;/big&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Picture that i took when i bored. ;x Sunset skies! &lt;3&lt;br /&gt;Time flies! It's December already! Shall end with my nonsense and get to the main point. Skipped away those normal boring day life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;27thNov&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Went out with Jiayan to bugis. (: Woah, it was damn crowded. Shopped for pants all that. Headed home @ 4+pm and reached home @ 5pm+? Kind of have phobia of that damn MRT. ._.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;29thNov&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Went out to JP with sisters! Actually planning to watch movie but skipped it. Went to take Neoprints. Ps, cant upload the photo cos scanner isn't working... After Neoprinting, went shop around. Shop-hopped for earrings and blahs. Went to ThisFashion also. Jiejie bought me and YS each a clothing! Awws, thanks lots! :D We also brought drinks. :D ChocoIceBlend, Champagne grape milktea &amp;amp; Mine (Strawberry Milktea). Bought Mum 1 handphone accessories @ MiniToon. Checked for miss call(s) before going home cos scared Mum/Dad might call us. Headed home and planned to play comp. but when we reached home, saw Mum and Dad coming out for dinner. We then placed our shopping bags @ home and go out. Went to IMM for dinner. Ate 'you ji fan'. (Dont know how to say it in English but i think is soy sauce chicken rice. ;x) Then went shopping. (Again.) Bought things already then we headed home. 'Officially' reached home @ 9pm+. Chit chat-ed awhile and then went to bed. Thanks Jiejie! I really love the clothes you bought for us. (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;1stDec&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Boring day. Played audi with TBiians. (: Super funny lurhs. Kind of Girls' chit chat then BEEP's kor came in and then we all kind of want say but dont dare. After he went afk, we then dare to say. Sever restart @ 4.30pm. ._. Messed up my mood. Went to facebook and then go watch shows. -.- Obviously i totally forgotten Audition. ;x Went back to audi @ 8pm+ but it's bored so oh well... And now, im blogging. -.- Kind of sick of my blogskin and songs... Shall change it either tomorrow or some other days...&lt;br /&gt;Ps ; SISTER! STOP SAYING BUSHY LEG HAIRS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;Shall end here. (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Get this done before this year end! ;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Clean up my rooms! &gt;&lt; (Is easy but im kind of lazy... ;x)&lt;br /&gt;Braces , If __________ can get done by this year?&lt;br /&gt;A lappy , If ____________ can get done by this year?&lt;br /&gt;Shopping spree , If __________ can get done by this year?&lt;br /&gt;Go Malaysia , If __________ can get done by this year? (I guess)&lt;br /&gt;Watch NewMoon maybe with friends. (Soon, i think?)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Other to be done will be somehow privacy urhs.&lt;br /&gt;Will not be written down here.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;Wonder how will it be...&lt;br /&gt;Imy... ;x&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-8286406295178910280?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/8286406295178910280/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/12/emptiness.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/8286406295178910280'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/8286406295178910280'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/12/emptiness.html' title='Emptiness'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_zC7HWY_Uwaw/SxUXfUDKZzI/AAAAAAAAAQs/klMKVdZysb4/s72-c/DSC00053-1.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-3634336481687780241</id><published>2009-11-25T21:28:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2009-12-02T22:02:30.360+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Will you be my addiction?'/><title type='text'>2012 is a really nice movie!</title><content type='html'>Im back to post things about today.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;P/S ; If i post other day's, you gonna fall asleep. (:&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Woke up late... Having insomnia recently and i dont really know why, i guess. Well, got ready at12pm+. Went to JP to meet up Allyn, Elizabeth and YingHui. Firstly, i went to buy somethings first before going larhs. Met them at Kopitiam then headed to GV to buy ticket. Kind of shock cos 4people's ticket cost $30. Woahs! Allyn, Elizabeth and Me paid for it first then start divide the amount and blahs. Woahs, Elizabeth actually met her neighbour. Yuan Jia Lu Zai. And, he actually watched the same movie as us. Hahs. Still have time so we went to Fairprice xtra to get some tibits. Then head back to GV. I bought a cheesy hotdog and Ice lemon tea. The Ice lemon tea was kind of... huge? Awws, that show was NICE! Recommended to watch. It's touching... Wooosh, i were so blown away if 2012 gonna be our doomday and it's gonna be in this way. I rather die at one shot. If we were surpose to die on 2012, 21dec, can i go .....................................? Whatever... I actually thought that there will be no survivor but it turn out to be the other way round. Shall not be a spoiler. Went to the MRT station and chatted about the movie and also unknownly about Twilight Saga too. YingHui went home first while we went for window shopping. Or should i say slacked at the pet shop awhile, then went to ThisFashion and Kiddy Palace? Hahs! Before heading home, bought some snacks back home. Seperated our way with Elizabeth while Allyn and I went to take bus home. Chatted alot yahhs. Home Sweet Home @ 7pm. Wow, just nice for "Cruel Temptation"! :D Ate dinner and bathe. Kind of having a headache... Shall end here. Take care and get well soon yahhs, PeiYun. (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;Can't you just leave me a last night of sweet dream?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-3634336481687780241?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/3634336481687780241/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/11/2012-is-really-nice-movie.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/3634336481687780241'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/3634336481687780241'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/11/2012-is-really-nice-movie.html' title='2012 is a really nice movie!'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-239540285795266138</id><published>2009-11-20T16:19:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2009-12-02T22:02:30.369+08:00</updated><title type='text'>We're totally a diff world people...</title><content type='html'>You're up on the top and I'm on one of the lowest rank...&lt;br /&gt;You're one of the most popular and I'm voted to be one of the worst...&lt;br /&gt;You're so perfect while I'm just nothing to you...&lt;br /&gt;You're so talented and all I can do is nothing...&lt;br /&gt;You're at that end and I'm at this end...&lt;br /&gt;You're tall while I'm short...&lt;br /&gt;You're a gorgeous while I'm just an ordinary girl-next-door or even worst...&lt;br /&gt;You're just like in heaven while I'm stuck in the hell...&lt;br /&gt;You're sucessful while I'm just some loser in this world...&lt;br /&gt;You're one of those being loved and I'm one of those being hated...&lt;br /&gt;You're Up and I'm Down...&lt;br /&gt;You're at the Left and I'm at the right...&lt;br /&gt;You're everything that's good while I'm everything that's bad...&lt;br /&gt;You are brave while I'm like a coward to you...&lt;br /&gt;You're clever while I'm stupid...&lt;br /&gt;We are just the opposite of each other...&lt;br /&gt;Well, it's way too impossible...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;&lt;i&gt;This is all my craps.&lt;br /&gt;Just skip it if you're not interested anyway.&lt;br /&gt;Also, i won't answer anything got to do with this...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-239540285795266138?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/239540285795266138/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/11/we-totally-diff-world-people.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/239540285795266138'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/239540285795266138'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/11/we-totally-diff-world-people.html' title='We&amp;#39;re totally a diff world people...'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-641684729962434624</id><published>2009-11-19T21:56:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2009-12-02T22:02:30.381+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Happy Birthday to Me</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_zC7HWY_Uwaw/SwVPdoeMLxI/AAAAAAAAAQk/uH98HegJOAo/s1600/smiley-face.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 195px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 195px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405814298226994962" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_zC7HWY_Uwaw/SwVPdoeMLxI/AAAAAAAAAQk/uH98HegJOAo/s400/smiley-face.jpg" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;big&gt;Thanks all for wishing me a happy birthday and also giving me present! :D&lt;/big&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I shall name all of it out yahhs! :D&lt;br /&gt;Shall start from audi ;&lt;br /&gt;FAM LEADER ; BEEPS! :D [I forgotten her full ign?]&lt;br /&gt;FAM ASSISTANT LEADER ; DUMB [I forgotten her's too. ;x]&lt;br /&gt;BLs ; Yahui, Felicia, Joel, Zhu( Not Weisheng urhs. -.-) &amp;amp; ahLING! :D&lt;br /&gt;Mapler ; Gwen and Jess&lt;br /&gt;Esther, ZhiEn, WeiSheng, Grace, Zoey, JiaYan, Lirong, Janice, Jacelyn, Yusuan(Sis), Jing (Sis), Mummy, Daddy, David (Sis' fren), XinYan, DanDan, RongJian, Alicia, HuiXian, Tuition tcher, Sarah, G.Siblings (Including Yumiko &amp;amp; Kimiko), Serene, Daniel, Kevin, PeiYun, Angel, Jiahao, Derrick, Elizabeth, Lynnette (Alethea).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;I hope i didnt miss out anyone! ;x Do tell me if i miss you out! ;x &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thanks for all the gift, (L)! :D&lt;br /&gt;The cake was nice! :D&lt;br /&gt;Now waiting for my Pizzahut treat. :B&lt;br /&gt;Thanks many agn people! &lt;3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#6600cc;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;This tag reply is for those i replied last time. ;O&lt;br /&gt;Cos later say i unfair? Lols. :D&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;ZhiEn ;&lt;/span&gt; Thanks! :D Love you too! Take good care too yahhs. :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;WeiSheng ;&lt;/span&gt; Lols! Thanks bro! Love you too, bro/Zhu! :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Yumiko ;&lt;/span&gt; Thanks G.2nd sister! :D You must stay healthy, pretty and happy too horhhs! (L)! :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Kimiko ;&lt;/span&gt; Thanks G.3rd sister! :D Hahas! No present also can de. :D Cute Kimiko! (L)!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Grace ;&lt;/span&gt; Xiexie mei! :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;1911 never fail to let me feel happy. (:&lt;br /&gt;Or so i thought?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-641684729962434624?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/641684729962434624/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/11/happy-birthday-to-me.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/641684729962434624'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/641684729962434624'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/11/happy-birthday-to-me.html' title='Happy Birthday to Me'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_zC7HWY_Uwaw/SwVPdoeMLxI/AAAAAAAAAQk/uH98HegJOAo/s72-c/smiley-face.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-4218685180923006619</id><published>2009-11-08T18:04:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2009-12-02T22:02:30.390+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Routine restart</title><content type='html'>&lt;u&gt;5thNov ; Thursday&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;14moredays!&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Got nothing to do urhs... Played audi with Grace. Everyday the routine start all over again. Addiction got worst. ;x&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;6thNov ; Friday&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;13moredays!&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sister got a present! Lols! Routine restart again. Hurt my hand... Play audi hurt lurhs! Stupid siah. Hurt my middle finger. Lols... -.-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;7thNov ; Saturday&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;12moredays!&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Played audi as usual. Licence still not yet done! Grr... -.- Went Arena and die when 8key come. Seriously needa train on my 8key. Got in entry #2. Hahas. Sweet day. (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;8thNov ; Sunday&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hungry! Daddy and Mummy went out. Now is 6.34pm and im starving. Hope mummy be back soon with dinner! xD! Played FB games all day. Maybe going to audi later. Yawns, nothing else. Buhhbyes! Ciaos peeps. :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffffff;"&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;Your cuteness/hotness makes me addicted to you.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-4218685180923006619?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/4218685180923006619/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/11/routine-restart.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/4218685180923006619'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/4218685180923006619'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/11/routine-restart.html' title='Routine restart'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-6080566322512852453</id><published>2009-11-04T13:33:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2009-12-02T22:02:30.399+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Geez...'/><title type='text'>Bored</title><content type='html'>Holiday got nothing to do.&lt;br /&gt;Gosh urhs, my addiction gone worst. ._.&lt;br /&gt;Blahs...&lt;br /&gt;Got kind of bored. ._.&lt;br /&gt;Wanna go out with friends..&lt;br /&gt;Who's interested? (Lols)&lt;br /&gt;Anyway, went out with Grace and Shuwen. (:&lt;br /&gt;Shuwen and I were like a tagger or just there to take care Grace. (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To Grace ;&lt;br /&gt;Dont get so sad, ok? (:&lt;br /&gt;Seeing you sad makes us sad too.&lt;br /&gt;What you got to let go sooner or later, just let it be.&lt;br /&gt;If it makes you sad, it's not worth it yahhs.&lt;br /&gt;Dont wanna see our mei sad. (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Ps ; im bad at comforting people. ;x&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyways, __ just someone that pass by your life.&lt;br /&gt;___ main aim is to make you sad so be brave and smile for her. (:&lt;br /&gt;Times will heal everything.&lt;br /&gt;What's important now is to be brave, stay happy and smile always. :D&lt;br /&gt;There's always people caring for you.&lt;br /&gt;Smile always yahhs. (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Skip all that.&lt;br /&gt;Wanted to go to Msia for shopping spree! :D&lt;br /&gt;Im seriously crazy again. :D&lt;br /&gt;Never get sick of watching over the same show for over 5times. :D&lt;br /&gt;Hmms, this is bored. ._.&lt;br /&gt;Gahs, shall stop here then.&lt;br /&gt;Later you see my post makes you sleep. ;O&lt;br /&gt;Whatever it is, ciao. (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;u&gt;Tag reply ;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JiaHao ;&lt;/span&gt; Lols urhs. ;x&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Janice ;&lt;/span&gt; You more chio lorhs anyways! :D Still got rooms for improvement urhs. ;x Let's jiayous together next year yahhs! :D &lt;3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Yawnzie ;&lt;/span&gt; You more bad lurhs! ): Still need to improve more lurhs. ._. Anyways, work harder next year sure got more 'A's . :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Zoey ;&lt;/span&gt; I almost forgot (?) Thanks for reminding. ;x Lols. Laopo got a better memory than mine. ;x Anyways, stay happy too yahhs. Miss you too. (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;Smile always &lt;s&gt;and stay hyper&lt;/s&gt;! :D&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-6080566322512852453?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/6080566322512852453/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/11/bored.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/6080566322512852453'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/6080566322512852453'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/11/bored.html' title='Bored'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-4074882806046410729</id><published>2009-10-31T21:13:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2009-12-02T22:02:30.409+08:00</updated><title type='text'>You're the sweetest drug</title><content type='html'>&lt;u&gt;Thursday ; 291o&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Last day of sch! :D&lt;br /&gt;Get back result slip...&lt;br /&gt;Got 5'A's only...&lt;br /&gt;Gonna work extreme hard next year. (:&lt;br /&gt;Failed literature. (As expected)&lt;br /&gt;After sch, went home to take th books to redeem my result slip. ._.&lt;br /&gt;After that, CCA.&lt;br /&gt;Boring... -.-&lt;br /&gt;Skip urhs.&lt;br /&gt;Went home very tired lurhs. -.-&lt;br /&gt;Everytime got cca went home is sleep. ._.&lt;br /&gt;Stupid Weisheng go sms me!&lt;br /&gt;Woke me up... -.-&lt;br /&gt;Whatever it is, tired is all i can say.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Friday, 3010&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Woke up at 10am+ to eat breakfast :D&lt;br /&gt;Then slept awhile. ._.&lt;br /&gt;Chatted on phone with Dandan nuer! &lt;3&lt;br /&gt;After that, went to CCA. ;x&lt;br /&gt;Bored lurhs...&lt;br /&gt;Should have pon it. ;x&lt;br /&gt;Went to sch late?&lt;br /&gt;Somehow on purpose. :P&lt;br /&gt;Gave Jiayan her bday present. :D&lt;br /&gt;Hair is still wet lurhs. ._.&lt;br /&gt;Whatever it is.&lt;br /&gt;Skip the practice part.&lt;br /&gt;After the practice, have dinner at canteen.&lt;br /&gt;The dinner that is provided sucks lurhs! ._.&lt;br /&gt;Didnt finish off then throw it away.&lt;br /&gt;Went up to music room and hyper. :D&lt;br /&gt;After that, went to hall @ around 6pm?&lt;br /&gt;Skip all the introduction and blahs!&lt;br /&gt;When it's about our turn, super nervous. ;x&lt;br /&gt;Ok, whatever.&lt;br /&gt;The outcome is always expected.&lt;br /&gt;Skip skip.&lt;br /&gt;After the finale, they dk popped whatever thing it is.&lt;br /&gt;WHO POPPED IT ON ME SIAHH!?!?!?!?&lt;br /&gt;Played with it like kids.&lt;br /&gt;Hahas! :D&lt;br /&gt;Took pictures and blahs.&lt;br /&gt;Went to music room to take our bags! &lt;3&lt;br /&gt;Before leaving, sang bday song for Jiayan :D&lt;br /&gt;Went to General Office before saying sayonara to sch :D&lt;br /&gt;Went home very late lurhs.&lt;br /&gt;Mum reheated foods for me! :D&lt;br /&gt;Thanks mummy, (L)! :D&lt;br /&gt;Now i know why i so hyper le.&lt;br /&gt;It is bcos my computer! &lt;3&lt;br /&gt;Misses my computer like mad urhs.&lt;br /&gt;Grace sure know why. :D&lt;br /&gt;Whatever it is, tadas~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Saturday ; 3110&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;big&gt;HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAYAN! :D&lt;/big&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today slept until very late. *Yawns...*&lt;br /&gt;Sis pissed me off this afternoon. -.-&lt;br /&gt;Of cos, cant live without my computer.&lt;br /&gt;Played comp. (:&lt;br /&gt;Blahs.&lt;br /&gt;At night only left me and sis...&lt;br /&gt;Seriously bored lurhs. ._.&lt;br /&gt;Anyways, today is a better day :D&lt;br /&gt;Cos got my precious comp.&lt;br /&gt;Lols, ciaos.&lt;br /&gt;Nth else to write. (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Tag reply&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Xueli ;&lt;/span&gt; Hello. (: Thanks jie! :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Shuwen ;&lt;/span&gt; thanks yahs, jie! :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Zoey ;&lt;/span&gt; Laopo, (L)! :D You must stay happy too! (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Yawnzie ;&lt;/span&gt; Lols. Unfair ehs! Chop you! :D Hmms, when i free lurhs. ;x Never say miss me in MS? :D Hahas.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;Computer is my life! :D&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-4074882806046410729?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/4074882806046410729/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/10/you-sweetest-drug.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/4074882806046410729'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/4074882806046410729'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/10/you-sweetest-drug.html' title='You&amp;#39;re the sweetest drug'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-901169091481624678</id><published>2009-10-28T18:03:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2009-12-02T22:02:30.426+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Pissed off... What a last day of sch'/><title type='text'>Fxcking pissed</title><content type='html'>I really very sleepy larhhs!&lt;br /&gt;I seriously cannot take it. -.-&lt;br /&gt;Choir seriously testing me ehs. -.-&lt;br /&gt;Wanted to pon sch tmr so i dont need to go for that damning cca. -.-&lt;br /&gt;But for result....&lt;br /&gt;No choice larhhs!!!!!!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;'F ' it urhs. -.-&lt;br /&gt;So many people planning tmr pon sch lurhhs. -.-&lt;br /&gt;Walan ehs!&lt;br /&gt;I seriously very fed up urhs!&lt;br /&gt;I dont mind going sch for result but i mind going choir after sch and&lt;br /&gt;&lt;big&gt;IT IS THE LAST DAY OF SCH! &lt;/big&gt;&lt;br /&gt;@#&amp;amp;!( ^&amp;amp;*!$!&amp;amp;#!^&amp;amp;~@!()&amp;amp;(&lt;br /&gt;No mood siahhs. -.-&lt;br /&gt;Everybody happy talking about poningsch, result and subj they could take.&lt;br /&gt;And me lehs!?&lt;br /&gt;I still considering whether should i pon it tmr. -.-&lt;br /&gt;Mum is allow larhs.&lt;br /&gt;But later taiji many come. -.-&lt;br /&gt;GAHS!&lt;br /&gt;Make me more pissed.&lt;br /&gt;Shall end here. -.-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Tag reply ;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Jiayan ;&lt;/span&gt; Ya lorhhs. Regretted. ): Try too yahhs. Stay happy yahs, you. (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Yawnzie ; &lt;/span&gt;You say easy marhhs. -.- Come get a try on it and im sure you gonna blast off. (: Stay happy too yahhs. Also, congrat you on getting the subj.(s) you want. :D Also, dont pon sch lurhs. Let's you nan tong dang marhhs. :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Lynette ;&lt;/span&gt; Hahas! :D&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;Moody, sad, angry, etc larhs!&lt;br /&gt;Freak larhs... -'-!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-901169091481624678?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/901169091481624678/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/10/fxcking-pissed.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/901169091481624678'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/901169091481624678'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/10/fxcking-pissed.html' title='Fxcking pissed'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-7808157725468994548</id><published>2009-10-27T18:22:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2009-12-02T22:02:30.458+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Tired...</title><content type='html'>FXCK LEHS!!&lt;br /&gt;Today is a worst day larhhs!!!&lt;br /&gt;&amp;amp;#(!^#&amp;amp;*$%@*#^(!&lt;br /&gt;1st ; Stupid choir make me so tiring.. -.- (Planning to porn CCA today but.....)&lt;br /&gt;2nd ; Fustrated over subjects larhhs! -.-&lt;br /&gt;3rd ; This stupid blogger makes me retype this whole freaking holy things again!&lt;br /&gt;Went to choir.&lt;br /&gt;Super tired. -.-&lt;br /&gt;Seriously has no more mood in this cca larhhs.&lt;br /&gt;I should have joined dance, sport &lt;s&gt;or uniform group&lt;/s&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;I will never join back uniform group.&lt;br /&gt;It's tiring but i enjoyed all the fun with my Brownie mates.&lt;br /&gt;But obviously not in secondary urhs.&lt;br /&gt;Concentrating on study more than CCAs.&lt;br /&gt;Got no choice so have to join a CCA.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Btw, Stupid sister!!! Never help me buy the brownie cookies! ): &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Luckily holiday only got 2times of CCA.&lt;br /&gt;Faster sec 4 larhhs then can have excuse for not attending CCA. :P&lt;br /&gt;Very sorry for sarah hubby for waiting me for 15-20mins! ;x&lt;br /&gt;Sorry ehs. ;x&lt;br /&gt;But lucky you got your kimbum's photo to cheer you up. :D&lt;br /&gt;Also, dont get sad over that ok? (:&lt;br /&gt;Will always love my best best hubby. :D&lt;br /&gt;(SOMEONE) dont want you, i want marhhs. :D&lt;br /&gt;Also, Dandan nuer.&lt;br /&gt;Dont quarell over small matter yahhs.&lt;br /&gt;Solve things out. (:&lt;br /&gt;--&lt;br /&gt;Seems easy to cheer people up and yet i am fustrating over stupid cca and subject combi. -.-&lt;br /&gt;FAN AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;Still, thanks sarah hubby, hazel and grace for sharing opinions. :P&lt;br /&gt;Ok, off to hyper with hubby, nuers and erzi.&lt;br /&gt;Family reunion. Hahas! :D&lt;br /&gt;Kidding yahs.&lt;br /&gt;Shall end here.&lt;br /&gt;Ciaos! (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;u&gt;Tag reply ;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Alicia ;&lt;/span&gt; Nehnehzhu! :D Miss you many too! &lt;3 Your marks really very good liao lorhhs! :D My hidden marks are seriously bad urhs. Trust me. ;x&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Hazel ;&lt;/span&gt; Thanks steadstead. :D I guess yahhs. (: Love steadstead, (L)! :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffffff;"&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt; CCA is really very bored and tiring arhs...&lt;br /&gt;Wish to relax and dont think about all the things also cannot. -.-&lt;br /&gt;Hate it lurhs! -.-&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-7808157725468994548?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/7808157725468994548/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/10/tired.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/7808157725468994548'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/7808157725468994548'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/10/tired.html' title='Tired...'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-8187008666625558117</id><published>2009-10-26T17:51:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2009-12-02T22:02:30.438+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Addiction'/><title type='text'>28months!</title><content type='html'>&lt;big&gt;HAPPY 28MONTHS WITH SARAH TAN SZE TENG HUBBY! ♥&lt;/big&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Get into the main point. :D&lt;br /&gt;Didnt went out today. Damn bored urhs. ._. But thanks Weisheng Zhu for chat lurhs. (: Or should i say being trashed completely by me. Hahas. Okays, mai bully him. Woke up at 8am+. Slept a few minutes more actually. (: Anyways, helped yusuan to pack her super messy bag. ._. Ate breakfast with yusuan. Then she went off for her supplementary at around 9.35am. ): Bored urhs. -.- Anyways, wish her the very best for her SS and HE exam that is on today. Also for her Eng (2710), Chi (2810), Maths *Pray that you will pass* (2910) and Science paper (3010). All the best yahhs! :D Kambateh~ Slacked for hours.... *Time flies!* On comp. to kill time. ._. Chatted with Weisheng. He seriously asking for a beating ehs. -.- Anyways, skip all those craps. Listened to music. *Addictive* Now on back comp. to kill time agn. Seiously got nothing to do.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;u&gt;Tag reply&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Yawnzie ; &lt;/span&gt;Later you eat le become bendan not my problem le. :D Anyway, you always never online lorhhs! -.-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Rachel ;&lt;/span&gt; Welcome yahhs. Anyw, you are pretty. :D My result is just so-so only. Btw, hope both of us can get Amaths yahhs. :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Dawn ;&lt;/span&gt; Thanks mummy! :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Xueting ;&lt;/span&gt; will try yahhs. Thanks. (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Yawnzie ;&lt;/span&gt; Ps lorhs. I lazy to post ealier marhhs. Me wanna hang out with you too. :D Thanks btw. You too! :D &lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-8187008666625558117?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/8187008666625558117/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/10/28months.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/8187008666625558117'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/8187008666625558117'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/10/28months.html' title='28months!'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7320763006600990267.post-6789298556913706443</id><published>2009-10-25T14:41:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2009-12-02T22:02:30.446+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Missing you as always'/><title type='text'>Back once again</title><content type='html'>Back yohhs! (:&lt;br /&gt;Decided to delete all posts. ;x&lt;br /&gt;Anyways, Exam's over.&lt;br /&gt;Waiting for results. S:&lt;br /&gt;Pray hard that wont get into Geography(scared i cant cope due to my marks. -.-).&lt;br /&gt;Also, pray hard that i could get into pure sci and A-maths.&lt;br /&gt;Regretted hard lehhs. ):&lt;br /&gt;My marks sucks urhhs...&lt;br /&gt;English paper 1 ; 33/60&lt;br /&gt;English paper 2 ; 29/50&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Overall passed.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chinese paper 1 ; 50/70&lt;br /&gt;Chinese paper 2 ; 64/70&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Miracle. ;x Unconstant marks. -.-&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Maths ; 79/100&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Dont wanna say each paper's mark.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Science ; 64/100 ?? ;x&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Kind of forgotten. ;x&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Literature ; failed by 3marks.&lt;br /&gt;DnT ; 39.5/70&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Luckily i passed.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Geography ; Just passed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Dont wanna mention it.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Art ; Got pass can le. (:&lt;br /&gt;--&lt;br /&gt;Kind of bored and tired.&lt;br /&gt;Dont know what to post le.&lt;br /&gt;Ciaos peeps. (:&lt;br /&gt;Ps for the super short post. ;x&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffffff;"&gt;Moodswings. ._.&lt;/span&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7320763006600990267-6789298556913706443?l=x-pessimist.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/feeds/6789298556913706443/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/10/back-once-again.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/6789298556913706443'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7320763006600990267/posts/default/6789298556913706443'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://x-pessimist.blogspot.com/2009/10/back-once-again.html' title='Back once again'/><author><name>Smile (:</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
